MIDNIGHT THOUGHTS
Wednesday, September 10, 2003
4:45 AM
or in the silent night
the flame burns from within me
I dont care about my past
or of past laughs
I just need the fire
my buring desire
just so I can think of you
I may not have the looks
or the mind of old age books
but I am what I am
and this what I offer to you
my love
4:45 AM
my soul alight,
This pain against which I fight,
To scream and rage alone,
No one to know,
no one to guess,
Feelings long thought dead,
Run through my head.
I need to be free,
To think,
to find the lost me,
Feelings that lead to darkness,
Must find the light to set myself free.
A powerful force shines in the sky,
The sun is paled by it's light,
A life, not for me,
I see,
Feelings that lead to life,
For me are no more.
Alone I stand,
Alone I fail,
The future is for others,
The past is mine,
Find me there in dreams........
4:44 AM
I feel your pain as if it's my own
Open your mind and let me come in
Share your troubles, you're no longer alone.
With you is where i feel i belong
An overwhelming need to be there
Lean on me, i won't let you fall
Look in my soul,see how much i care.
I make a silent promise to always be true
To stay by your side for all time
Never have doubts, i can't ever leave
I am forever yours as you are mine.
My lips touch yours in a heavenly kiss
Your breath so warm, soft and sweet
A surge of love flows from me to you
My darling, my lover in our dreams we will meet.
Your Angel
Monday, September 01, 2003
4:12 AM
Walking down the road
watching the cars drive by
full of happy families
and laughter and joy
makes me wonder when i will experience that loving feeling
when im walking down that long lonely road of unlove.
Driving down the road
watching the people walk by
full of sadness and lonelyness
that i sigh
once i was alone
but now im not
im with my family
who i really love
while im driving down that long road of truelove